Sant Thakar Singh Ji discusses the topic of spiritual development with a small group of initiates. He starts out by describing his own spiritual search: his early longing for a connection with God, and how, after overcoming many doubts and difficulties, he finally was initiated by Sant Kirpal Singh Ji. His story is poignantly touching for all seekers of truth. This talk took place in September of 1997 during a spiritual retreat in Jesolo, Italy.